You live in delusion, it's sad. There always have been people who are humanists/feminists or anti-organized religion or atheists or agnostics. This is not a modern phenomena. What you are forgetting is either you were not there on earth 50 years ago, or, you had limited exposure to the outside world (because of the lack of social media and the global connection between people). And now you are just creating a story in your mind about the "golden past".